i really have no idea what to write today, but i feel like writing. I have been having some crazy dreams lately. Things that i cant put in here ( at least not 100% honestly in here), i wish i could, but i cant. So then i wish i could start a new diary, but i dont want to do that either. I was reading through one this morning, it was when i just turned 16. I was crazy, I think there may be another password protected blog post coming up soon. 
Here are some randoms….
last night Jason and I started to watch House Bunny, on tv before we put our movie in. THIS GIRL was in it. She is so hilarious and all of her movies are stupid, but me and Jason love her. LOL.
Then we watched
and it was so funny! I laughed out loud so many times. many many times actually. so if you have not seen it, then you should! Ge rent it now!
Today is Sunday- my surgery is on Wednesday. I am not sick. My cough is gone. I cant wait
I got my hair, trimmed and layered some more on Thursday, and colored….darn brown. I love it. Its getting so long and Jason told me I can never cut it short ( like when i was preggers with bryson and chopped it all off) ever again. and i wont. i hated that hair cut. sorry beth. lol.
I think after the Holidays are all over and we start our January BCC sessions, I am going to try to get a part time day job. I need to get out of the house more. I need to have some place to go where I can not wear yoga pants and a hoodie with sneakers. I want to wear regular clothes, and have to do my hair and put makeup on. I want to talk to other adults, and not be telling them to workout. lol.
I just want a little job. A clothing store I like ( probably a bad idea), or a book store. I love books and I have actually wanted to work in one for the past several years. I can use the extra money I make, to put towards the trips I always want to take.
So we will see what happens with that. I am sure most places will want someone to work in the evening and I teach 3 nights a week in the evening, so i wont be able to do that. Daytime only for me.
I will be getting my ” pack and bag and runaway” time in February 18th for about 5 days when I head to Pheonix Arizona to go see Ashley and Amanda. I am really looking forward to that. I wish it was sooner.
I need to go get myself and everyone else fed, dressed and moving so we can get to the late service of church today since the kids slept till start time of the early service.
have a great day!
