hellooooooooooooooo

its funny that i g ot one phone call and a few messgaes from my facebook freinds, wondering why i wasnt on facebook by the afternoon. lol.

well this is why

alivia got up at 8 like normal, i went up to change her and bring her down to the kicthen. i was coming down the stairs, and i went a few stairs down, then turned around to hold her hand. as i turned, i slipped somehow and slid one or two stairs down. i let go of her and slammed my arm into the wall… hitting the ONLY thing on it.. a large glass framed picture.

i think i said a bad word, which i never say, and looked first at my bleeding arm,  then up at the completly cracked and shattered frame and saw the blood in the frame and i was like oh no! and i yelled MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM, LOL. i set down the dirty diaper and coupons iw as h olding and went and woke up my mom. at the same time my sleeping sister yelled out asking if my water just broke. lol. iw ish.

i went to my moms room dripping blood all over the floor and my step dads dirty clothes and she took one look at it and said i was gonna need stitches. she wrapped it up, i got changes, jason called work and said she was gonna be late, he stayed with livi and me and mom went to urgent care.

one hour later i was getting stitched up. 4 stitches and ne tetnis shot later, i was on my way back home.

on the way to the dr my mom got a phone call saying that my great aunt dorrie- who has been sick for a long long time, had passed away this am. my mom is of course really upset about this,….. it was the last living relative from her moms side. my mom, mother died 30 years ago. so i never met her. i havent seen my aunt dorrie in many many years either. i feel bad. RIP AUNT DORRIE.

then i came home got livi and headed to joys for a playdate to show off my cook bandaged arm ( LOL) and my mom calls and tells me that her good freind Mrs. Lefner called to say her husband died this am. he was complaining of chest pains, so she left the room to call the dr ( or 911- i am not sure) and when she came back in, he was dead. how aweful.

i hear that people die in 3rs….. so i am a little worried as to what will happen next. i pray it is not me or anyone of my freinds or family. i dont think i could handle that.

aside from all of this, jason got his test results back from cali today. he passed. he is heading back on friday am, and we dont know when he will be home. it all depends on if he passes the pysical and when they schedule his interview for during the week. i hope it will be early- like on monday. b/c i really dont want to have the baby while he is gone.

ok… thats it- i need a nap.