ok, so today i went for my 36 week check up… even though i will be 37 weeks on monday. they told me i weigh 214. TWO HUNDRED AND FOURTEEN POUNDS. whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?

that is the heaviest i have ever been in my life, and let me promise you, i will never ever weight even close to that after i have this baby, or ever ever again. and i still have more weight to gain. i know i will be over 220 by the time this kid desices to grace me with his presencse.

which i also beleive will happen next weekend when jason goes back to cali.

there were 2 HUGE ladies in the waiting room, one was preggers with her 4th and the other just had her fourth and they both asked me if iw as having twins. LOL. i was like, um NOPE, i just get huge.

i seriously hope that a 10 pound baby comes out b/c at least that would count for something.

i can not beleive how much i weigh…. crazy! i know thta i dont help it any with how much i eat while preggers, but at this point ( and many other points during this and the last pregnancy) i dont really care. i will never again eat like this or look like this.

but seriously……. how can i put this much weight on i know… tons of food, and no exercise for the past 5 months. lol. plus the first 3 months.. so that leaves me with 2 months of workouts during the  2nd trimester. geez.

i cantw ait to run, to do sit ups, and squat thrusts and power yoga till my mat is covered in sweat. i cant wait. i cantw ait to eat just good healthy food and watch my scale go down everyday and NOT up.

blah blahblah…. can i complain anymore? YES i think i can. so i should just go now.

peace out jigga roni.

ps… i know that i am blessed to even be able to have a baby so i am thankful for that. i just hate the pregnancy part… lol